Few days ago, my best friend Nei got married. I’d got a chance to talk to her before she tied the knot with Marlu. She asked me, “Bes, when will you get married with your Beho?” and I answered, “Hmmmm…probably when he’s ready to be with me forever.”

            I’ll be turning 31 this coming November. And a lot of my friends always asking me if when will be having my wedding. I told them that I’m still waiting for that special moment.


            If you would ask me, I’m ready to get married…emotionally and physically. But financially, nah. I’m still saving a lot of money for my future. 


            I’d been into several relationship since College. Some of my previous relationship went through a lot of trials. I thought that I found the right guy. However, it didn’t last.


            I don’t want to be an old maid.


            I want to have kids, and take care of my family.


            Yet I’m still waiting for his wedding proposal.